I'm still feeling disheveled. It's pretty bothersome. Like right now I feel like staying up all night painting, but my uncle is coming over tomorrow. His birthday was the 4th, but we had thunderstorms come and screw that up. So the 5th it is. I'd be really rude to only come out of my room for a few hours to see my uncle, but if I stay up late that's exactly what's going to happen. Yet at the same time, it's rare I have so much motivation for something.
See what I mean? Definitely disheveled.
I'm not bothering with ace dating for a while. I just can't deal with the whole bullshit routine of sifting through profiles of borderline obese men who stay indoors all day, and whose lives completely revolve around Marvel and D&D. Also even with ADHD, I feel like most aces are wayyy more neurodivergent than me. It's not that I don't respect neurodiversity, because then I'd be hating on myself, but some people are just a little too "out there" for me. A little too neurospicy, I guess. But yeah... Last ace dude was pretty normal. No communication issues, a healthy social and work life, liked dogs and cats. That's really tough to find. I just need a fucking break.
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