Here we go again

Exhaustion and migraines are a terrible combo, but they're both present at the moment. I feel like crap. 

Bad news, I'm not getting ANY frogs soon. My dad booked a trip to Florida, and because the frogs would be babies, they would need to be taken care of daily. Being away for a week and expecting them to survive isn't feasible. I don't have local friends, and we don't have any neighbors that we can trust. So yeah... huge bummer. It's really upsetting when you have worked so hard and been so patient for something to happen, and then realize you have to wait even longer.

I've been on asexual dating sites almost all night, panicking that I'm going to be alone forever. I really wish I didn't feel aesthetic attraction. Some aces literally say "I couldn't care less what you look like or what gender you are, what matters is the kind of person you are," in their profile. It would be incredible to be like that, you could date anyone! 

But nah, I either find someone attractive, unattractive, or just neutral, with neutral literally being neither. I'm not going to state my preferences because I'm bound to offend someone who can't understand that people don't have control over these things. Let's just say it's reaaaally difficult for me to find someone who is attractive in the USA. The UK on the other hand is chock full of attractive people. It's a little depressing to be honest. I'm never moving to the UK because I want to live with my family close-by. I'm sure nobody in the UK wants to downgrade to life in the US either.

Aaaand I fell asleep again.